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  I also thank those that generously gave me a place to hide away and write: Katie Mead and Robert Alexander, for time and space in your cabin in almost-Canada, Michigan (“Fanny Linguistics: Thaumatology” is for you); Doug Melkovitz and Lee Fleming, for offering me your sweet cabin in way-out-where-no-one-will-find-me Arkansas; Dennis Maloney and Elaine LaMattina, for surrounding me with the beauty of Big Sur, a place so sacred I didn’t dare waste a day. I’d also like to thank the English Department at the University of Arkansas at Little Rock, in particular Dean Deborah Baldwin and Trey Philpotts for the summer research grants that gave me time to revise these poems, and especially David Jauss, my colleague and longtime mentor. I also want to give a nod to my phenomenal gaggle of students—at UALR, Murray State, and Sewanee—for tolerating the fact that Fanny seems to boss her way into nearly every workshop I teach. I’d also like to mention Eloise Klein Healy: though you lost your words a few years ago, I know you’ll recover. In the meantime, I still hear you talking to me, giving me the best advice an Arktoi bear could want.

  I’d like to thank three organizations: First, the National Endowment for the Arts, because with their support, I was able to make the changes in my life that led to the completion of this book. Secondly, the Kentucky Foundation for Women—years ago, they lent me the encouragement to write down my grandmother’s stories while I still had her, and it’s no understatement to say that without their generosity, these poems would not exist. Finally, BOA Editions: Peter Conners, you convinced me to send you this manuscript, and it wasn’t but a few months later that you wrote me about your own grandmother Bema, then sent me a contract. I can’t quite believe my luck knowing you in this world. Sandy Knight, your design crafted a sweet cover in Fanny’s color. Jenna Fisher and Melissa Hall, you two make a firecracker of a team up there in Rochester with Peter, and I can’t thank you enough for your hard work. It’s not easy birthing collections of poetry into the stream of books published each year, I know. You can always count on me for chocolates around Christmastime.

  Finally, Jessica Jacobs—my reader, my witness, my wife. You’ve read these poems more times than anyone and, still, you believe in them. Your faith and love are a miracle.

  About the Author

  Nickole Brown grew up in Louisville, Kentucky, and Deerfield Beach, Florida. Her books include her debut, Sister, a novel-in-poems published by Red Hen Press in 2007, and an anthology, Air Fare, that she co-edited with Judith Taylor. She graduated from The Vermont College of Fine Arts, studied literature at Oxford University as an English Speaking Union Scholar, and was the editorial assistant for the late Hunter S. Thompson. She has received grants from the National Endowment for the Arts, the Kentucky Foundation for Women, and the Kentucky Arts Council. She worked at the independent, literary press, Sarabande Books, for ten years, and she was the National Publicity Consultant for Arktoi Books and the Palm Beach Poetry Festival. She has taught creative writing at the University of Louisville, Bellarmine University, and at the low-residency MFA Program in Creative Writing at Murray State and the Sewanee Young Writers’ Conference. Currently, she is the Editor for the Marie Alexander Series in Prose Poetry at White Pine Press and is an Assistant Professor at University of Arkansas at Little Rock. She lives with her wife, poet Jessica Jacobs.

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